Believing and Committing...

"主啊，
您平静风和海，
您掌管万有。
主啊，
我总期盼，
每次患难临头的时候，
希望能够完全的信靠您，
但很多时候，
我还是个小信的人。
主啊，
我信，
但我信不足。
就求您领我，
渐渐脱离惶惶不安，
稚嫩的小信，
变为成熟的大人。"

"Dear Lord,
You calm down wind and waves,
You are in control of everything.
Dear Lord,
I always hope,
Every time I'm faced with obstacles,
I will commit everything into Your hand,
But a lot of time,
I'm still a person with little faith.
I do believe in You,
But my belief is not sufficient.
I pray that You will guide me,
Slowly cast out all the insecurities
and the naive little faith in me
and help me grow into a mature adult."

Heard this prayer in a video and I'm touched.

This exam has taken a toll on me and I'm almost at the edge of craziness. Went to church on Sunday morning and I felt guilty. Guilty of myself for not believing in Him and for not committing everything into Him. After the service, I felt much more in peace.

Thank God for everything :) I know You have a plan for me and now, I'll stop worrying so much and let You guide me through my subsequent steps. Thank You for always being there for me.

Thank You so much :)