Monday, December 31, 2012

想家...

好想家
又看见mummy post 的 "the house is so quiet"
搞得我更想哭

或许是在elective其间常回家吧
又或许是不许要求,烦恼
却有丰富的三餐
又或许是那温暖的感觉吧

若我真的到东马工作
我能忍受吗?
还有一年多的时间
我该好好考虑了

想到两个月后
自己就是final year的学生了
开始心惊胆跳起来

都到了最后一关
唯有紧咬牙根
厚着脸皮地冲过它吧

行医这一道路
究竟适合我吗?
未来的我会后悔吗?

我只希望不伤害别人,
对得起自己
也对得起上帝
未来的我或许也会心满意足吧

同在一艘舟的朋友们
加油吧
有你们几位朋友
会是我这五年内最开心的事

张悬-关于我爱你


3 comments:

Zes said...

hm...
Josephine.
Working as a Doctor...
Need your heart...
Need your soul... and your time...
you still can be a doctor without above things...
But...
It is not as difficult...
All the best! in your final year!

Zes said...

ERM, what I means is Dr need a lot of sacrifices! But, you may notice some people don't really wish to sacrifice. Then they are in the wrong field. Just like me... hometown in Peninsular, working in your Land...
At time, you will face this.

What I say is...
Treasure every moment you have at home :)

Little Fish :) said...

Hi there :) By the way, I'm not Josephine from Sarawak, she's my senior who is is final year now. I'm one of your little little buddy. Haha... I'm from penisular but I'm considering going to Sabah for my housemanship. Not sure yet though. Haha..
Well, so far after 4 years of being a medical student, I still haven't lost my interest and I do hope this will be a job that I'll love despite the stressful life :)
Yup, no matter what, home is still the best :) I'm entering final year soon so thanks for the wish :) I still think it's a bit scary. Haha...