Guilt...

I feel very guilty. Very much.

Guilty for my apparent lack of knowledge and skills. Especially after seeing the smile and encouragement from my mentor. 

Thank you for placing your trust in me. I still have much to do, much to catch up. I won't allow myself to have a license to kill. 

I am going where my heart is leading me. I just need to improve myself.

You're right. My biggest obstacle is my fear. I will try to overcome them. I know I have to.

Buck up, my dear. You owe it to yourself, those who have faith in you and the community. 

I will turn the guilt into my motivation. Have faith, my dear, have faith.

Thank You dear Lord for this opportunity and all the blessings :)