:(

All of the sudden, after coming back from TITAS exam, after Ruth left the room, my head started to pound, my heart started to beat at a higher rate, my lacrimal gland's secretion started to lose control.

All of the sudden, all I want to do is to pack all my stuffs and go home. I thought this time I can be tough since I went through one exam already. I didn't feel panic or stress until now. I don't want to break down. I can't afford to break down when I still have many things to cover. I can't afford to waste any time. I'm really scared of the outcome. I'd been hugging the little Aries for a little bit of comfort.

All of the sudden, I wanted to grab some chocolate and eat but my satiety centre is in its active state. I don't feel like eating at all. Oh well, at least this shows that I can control my appetite.

All of the sudden, I ran down and went to her room and told her that I'm really scared. And thanks for the encouragement.

All of the sudden, I put my hands together and prayed and told Him of my fear. And thanks for listening and took away some of my fear.

All of the sudden, I switched on my laptop and started typing of my worries. And writing really does wonder.

2 more weeks. I just have to go through it. No matter how much I like being here, no matter how grateful I am that I've been given a chance to do something that I love, exam stress is part of a parcel of being a medical student and I'll never be able to avoid it.

Just pray that everything will work out in the end... I miss home :(