New Year...

Less than 24 hour to a brand new year.

Although my 23rd birthday was just less than a month ago, I have to get used to telling people that I'm 24. 

As a friend rightly pointed out, she only considers a new year once we have passed the exam. That's how much the exam means to us. 

It has been a year, hectic nevertheless. Time just passes by without any mercy and everything is ending so fast. Too fast. I'm catching my breath trying to catch up with everything. No one is ready for the end, or maybe I'm just too afraid to face the reality. 

How has this year been? Hmmm...

One word - realisation. The things that you realise, the things that takes years to realise. It's complicated and harsh but it's the truth nevertheless. 

Blessing in disguise. That's what I'd come to realise. There were bad moments but there're good in it. 

Counting my blessing and thanking God for everything. Good times and of course, bad times. 

Praying for a wiser me, mature me, caring me and more importantly, obedient me. 

Musing...

想起无语良师，也想起了老先生的那一番话。

四年多了，有不开心的回忆，也堆积了感人的经历。

Thanks to all my dedicated lecturers. Thanks to all the patients. Thanks to those whom I had come across throughout this journey. Thanks to the friendships which still go on strong despite arguments and misunderstandings. 

Another 3 months to go. Hopefully everything is worthwhile...

:)

The annual dinner. It might not be the best but it's definitely the last. 

I was hanging around and I realised some things. 

I may not be the popular girl, I may not be the one that attract people's attention and I do not have tonnes and tonnes of friends.

Despite these, I know who are the one I can count on, the one that I can smile and laugh with, the one whom I know are sincere. 

I might not have many friends but to have a few good friends are a blessing. 

I might not be the first choice for my buddyline, I'm not even in the criteria for my buddyline. Despite these, the moment I was in the line till now, everyone is so welcoming. To have senior buddy and junior buddy who are so understanding and who always support me, I know this is a blessing.

It's time for a wrap and closure. It's been 4 years plus. To leave with all these memories and bonds are a blessing.

4 more months to go. It's going to be a tough one. I can even foresee more hair fall (gosh) but this is the choice I'd made. There's no turning back. It's time to be my best and do my best.

:)

谜...

什么该退

什么该让

什么该忍

什么该给

什么该收

两个不相识的人

是什么让他们毫不犹豫地忍让

牺牲

接纳

对我来说

还是一个谜...