Dreams...

I'd always love my dreams and compared to some of my friends, I seem to remember parts of my dream. Most of the times, they are sweet and even if I don't remember my dreams, I will still wake up with a smile on my face. Then, I know that I had been dreaming and it was a sweet one.

Since young, I'd always thought that everyone will dream almost every night and they do remember bits of their dream. But after talking with Michelle, Sabbie and Nana, I realise that they are different from me. I still remember that Michelle seldom dreams and if she does, she'll dream about not finishing her homework and panicking. For me, my dreams will always have a guy. (Haha...) Are they the same guy??? I have absolutely no idea. I'm bad at describing faces. Peopla I know will be in my dreams too.

I seldom have nightmares. I still remember the one I had when I was very young. I was walking down the stairs of my house. The living room was very dark. I couldn't see anything but I could sense that there were things near the stairs and were waiting to grab me. I walked down slowly and I was scared. I think I woke up after that since I have no memories of what happened next. I didn't have anymore nightmares after that.

Last year, I started to have dreams of A pushing me, hitting me, kicking me... I think this dreams happened because I kept thinking about that for a few months. Everytime I closed my eyes even for a short while, I'd have images of A hitting me. Everyone just looked at A hitting me and nobody tried to stop him even my friends. I was very scared at that time. I only stopped having those images after weeks not seeing A and some of my classmates. After that, it was almost all sweet dreams. Even if there are some not-so-good dreams but they do not bother me much and I don't really remember them.

This afternoon, I dreamt about B (better not to reveal his/her name). If I'm not mistaken, B was send to somewhere nice so in order to congratulate B, I asked B over with some of our friends. Suddenly, B was choking. I tried to save B but I didn't know what to do. Then, it was too late... It's just a dream but somehow, I couldn't stop thinking about the dream after I woke up even until now. I swear I'd never thought of B's death and I have an uneasy feeling since I'd never have dreams on death.

Some people say that dreams is a way that *cough* communicate with you. Haha... I don't believe this. Never did and still don't. I'm really really making a fuss out of a dream. I'm praying that B is doing ok. Hope to get in touch of B soon...