Truth...

Was watching Damages last night. The truths were twisted and everything looked bleak for Ellen.

Sigh... It's really hard to trust anyone nowadays. I know how it feels. I'm the type of person who wish to trust people but after everything that had happened to me, I just know that I can't. I still remember once when I read about something bad, my heart was shattered. I didn't know what to do. I found it hard to trust anyone and I began to doubt some of my friends. I send an e-mail to a friend. I know he/she is a sensible person and he/she will not do anyting horrible but I was really afraid since he/she is a good friend of a person who really dislikes me. I asked him/her to delete the e-mail I send to him/her because I was scared that he/her would send it to his/her friend. I know he/she won't do that but I was really hurt by what had happened. Later, he/she replied and asked me what was wrong. He/she even said that if I need someone to talk to, I can always contact him/her. Until now, I still feel guilty of even doubting him/her. Later that night, Sabbie saw what I wrote on web messenger and she called me to ask me what had happened. She really showed her concern. Few weeks ago, another truth was twisted again and I send a sms to Nana and told her that something had happened. She immediately called me up even though she wasn't supposed to use the phone. She is really a great friend.

After everything that had happened to me, I don't deny that I find it hard to trust anyone again. I can't bear to see myself getting hurt again. Looking at the bright side, I found those who I can really trust or should I say true friend. Although we may drift apart sooner or later, although we may not see each other again, I'll still remember those who had given me the strength to stand up again and made me see that there is still hope.

A sincere gratitude to those who were and still are a good friend of mine and sorry if I had ever offended you guys.

True Friend - Miley Cyrus

We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around

You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found

A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again

True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the thing you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in

A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
Pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend
You're a true friend
You're a true friend